| some light? |
[Dec. 8th, 2006|08:56 am] |
soooooooo...
new room. got my own room in an apartment with a roomate i get along with. finally. work is good. fedex wants me to work too. thats pretty cool. but answer
me this
how the fuck am i supposed to help the situation!?
with that out of the way. i dont know anymore. |
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[Nov. 16th, 2006|08:41 am] |
hepetitis is gross.. if any of my friends get it . i will prob make a huge deal.
at work and bored. anyone wanna go to the bar later?
girl sucked. capote was good. amelie on the way. |
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[Oct. 24th, 2006|02:52 pm] |
so i feel like i have finally awaken from a long over whelming slumber.
i see it more clearly.....
this country is going to swallow itself. i wont be here to witness it.
ON OTHER THINGS.
ive recently signed up for net flicks. i hope i can finally find a movie that doesnt disgust me. |
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[Sep. 7th, 2006|08:18 am] |
so as of late ive been working 2 jobs every day assentially from 7am-11pm.... they are long hours but i need the money to get my shit on track.
having a new car wasnt supposed to be a burden. i might need to sell it
so ive gotten back into the music.. i was lost for a time.
i live with the best friends i'll ever have. but like all good things.....
later skaters. |
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[Aug. 31st, 2006|07:42 am] |
i went to divas last night...
it was drag night. |
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[Aug. 29th, 2006|07:58 am] |
so its been awhile since ive used this for actually a journal about something in my own life... most i post complaints and grievances.. or i just gripe endlessly about people and situations that piss me off...
well i guess that is my life. but since last time... ive gotta a new car.. moved in a house with my friends ( wat up bros. ) met alot of fuckin people from myspace that i randomly be-friended... went to parties... lost some friends... lost a gf. gained a friend with bennies... lost that shit. got a new job. my dog died.. my grandfather died. people that i hate didnt die. i let someone borrow my bass for 3 months. got it back.. went to the mall atleast 3 times a week. ate sea food for the first time. barked like a puppy in my sleep. beat a guitar hero song on hard. let go of some shit. kept something someone gave to me that meant something. took a huge dump .. and finally reposted suttin on live journal
enjoy. |
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[Aug. 24th, 2006|03:15 pm] |
i dont know one girl that isnt a slam pig...
skeet skeet skeet you dumb bitches. |
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| fuck you god |
[Dec. 15th, 2005|09:45 pm] |
| [ | how i feel?..... |
| |  enraged | ] |
| [ | jams: |
| | NOFX | ] |
Holy Ghost is coming to earth,
Saving souls of all of the jerks.
The Holy Ghost is coming to earth.
Savior man don't take me.
The number one son is flipping the tab.
Paying for sins and fun we all had.
The number one son is flipping the bill.
Let me chip in for the tip.
I dont understand why you beg for forgiveness.
Just before you do it again.
Is it more altruistic to worship.
Or actually help fellow man?
It's not that I don't belive in Jesus Christ.
It's just I care about other things.
The world could certainly use some miracles,
Until then I'll put my faith in human being. |
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| olive me..took olive me |
[Nov. 18th, 2005|07:45 am] |
Well I don't know if I'm wrong
Cause she's only just gone
Here's to another relationship
Bombed by excellent breed of gamete disease
I'm sure when I'm older I'll know what that means
Cried when she should and she laughed when she could
Here's to the man with his face in the mud
And an overcast play just taken away
From the lover's in love at the centre of stage yeah
Loving is fine if you have plenty of time
For walking on stilts at the edge of your mind
What makes her come and what makes her stay?
What make the animal run, run away yeah
What makes him stall, what makes him stand
And what shakes the elephant now
And what makes a man?
I don't know, I don't know, I don't know
I don't know if I'm wrong
'Cause shes only just gone
Why the fuck is this day taking so long
Cried when she should and she laughed when she could
Well closer to god is the one who's in love
And I walk away cause I can
Too many options may kill a man
Loving is fine if it's not in your mind
But I've fucked it up now, too many times
Loving is good if it's not understood
Yeah, but I'm the professor
And feel that I should know
What makes her come and what makes her stay?
What make the animal run, run away and
What makes him tick apart from him prick
And the lonelier side of the jealousy stick
I don't know, I don't know, I don't know |
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| u said wat?! |
[Aug. 30th, 2005|11:02 pm] |
| [ | how i feel?..... |
| |  gloomy | ] |
These words, fall from your mouth,
and stab me in the back
It should have never come to this
Its too late, for your apologies
They can't bring back all that you've taken from me
Stripped of my pride, and left for dead
This time is the last time I take this abuse
I've found my place, and this place is far away from you
How can you say, I'm at fault the one to blame is you
Stripped of my pride, and left for dead
I'm so tired of apologizing to myself for you
And what you've done to me
And I've tried, to forgive myself for caring about you
There's nothing I can do... |
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[Aug. 29th, 2005|11:56 am] |
| [ | how i feel?..... |
| |  excited | ] |
tired... kinda bored before work... i talk to nicholle on the phone all night until like 5ish so that was fun.. shes wicked funny so thats a plus. um anyways work today until 9 after that who knows..
i woke up to a song by train.. and now im hooked.
later buds and babes |
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| old new stuff |
[Aug. 27th, 2005|09:42 pm] |
| [ | how i feel?..... |
| |  satisfied | ] |
well, despite that fact i have been broke for over a month.. i have been having fun. ive met some new people i prolly wouldnt have being in the same situation. my job is the best one i have had since i can remember. old friends have come out of the wood work due to tragedy's and such but im not really bothered by that fact. it has been good to see them again. my folks have been very fair and i honestly cant complain about their behavior as of late. sometimes i think karma is a huge part of my life even tho i dont really except it. i seen kate drewniak today.. it was like old time.. i feel like we hadn't grown apart even tho we havent hung out since before the new year. i never seem to get sick of her jokes and the energy we seem to make when we chill. it very fun. im gonna miss her company when she leaves. any who ive been think of writing some new music and tryin to put some type of project together. we'll see wat comes of it. ..skatefest is looking pretty tempting this year and i might just go. if u are let me know.
i think i have revealed enough for now....
later buds and babes. |
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| (no subject) |
[Aug. 24th, 2005|02:06 am] |
| [ | how i feel?..... |
| |  cheerful | ] |
val likes juice
yo so anyways i havent updated since all the bs.. well nuttin is new cept my job.. its great love it.. im meeting some new people.. hopefully finding some new love..
we'll see wat happens
later buds and babes |
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| love is a casket |
[Jul. 30th, 2005|02:34 am] |
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cut the pain away........cut it deep and let it bleed right out. forever |
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| single.. |
[Jul. 20th, 2005|11:33 am] |
| [ | how i feel?..... |
| |  guilty | ] |
so im finally single again.... sure did happen fast ... but after three years im alot more mature...ive grown in all ways and i have friends i know will be there. me and jenn didnt work out but i will alwqays love her. things are looking up right now work is going steady and mercy has asked me to play so i might be in a band again.. so im gettin along better with my parents then i ever have. i need some crucial hangout time to stop thinking about things i should have done..
if u wanna chill call me up..
later buds and babes |
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| woeful |
[Jun. 18th, 2005|11:58 am] |
| [ | how i feel?..... |
| |  crushed | ] |
my grand father was pronouced brain dead this morning and taken off life support.. so his body is slowy sliding into death. great way to start the summer. o well .... i need my friends if u want to be one.... thanx
later buds and babes.. :( |
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| food for thought |
[Jun. 13th, 2005|12:12 am] |
| [ | how i feel?..... |
| | thankful | ] |
There comes a time that every hero has to fall, or so it is expected. We cling to people who cling to ideals and make them a part of our life, only to watch them turn their backs and leave us with this dream.
When the mighty fall from power do we fall with them, or do we carry the legacy and take matters into our own hands? Do we let this movement die, or do we fight to keep it alive?
This is for those who are willing to fight after the battle is over. This is for those who are willing to stand on there own with their fists held high. Keep the fight alive.
i love my friends
i love my family
i love you jenn. |
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| IS this true? leave a comment |
[May. 13th, 2005|01:39 pm] |
Your Birthdate: May 13 |
Being born on the 13th day of the month should help make you a better manager and organizer, but it may also give you a tendency to dominate people a bit.
You may be more responsible and self-disciplined than you realize.
Sincere and honest, you are a serious, hard working individual.
Your feeling are likely to seem somewhat repressed at times.
You are apt to be much more practical, rational, and conscious of details.
Your intolerance and insistence on complete accuracy can be irritating to some. |
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| hello |
[May. 13th, 2005|08:29 am] |
well today i am 20. another birthday... woohoo!!
im going back to sleep..... |
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| a man can wash another man.... |
[May. 12th, 2005|09:19 am] |
hey yall wats going on.... havent talked in a bit. not much new just kinda livin the days long and fresh... hangin out with some kids ..... being bored... u know the routine. cant say im too happy right now ... but then im not depressed either... i just have nothing going on right now.... i love my girlfriend... wakin up next to her everyday is a great thing... im gonna listen to some music.
later buds and babes. |
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